Sunday, January 17, 2016

My childhood dream.

Assalamualaikum and hello everyone! I would love to share my childhood dream with youu! I had this dream with my best friend or we called it a mission when we were in secondary school. Secondary school is when my FANGIRLING time goes so wild and uncontrollably. I was obsessed. Those days, when HARRY POTTER is starting to be huge. Me and my friend made a mission that we could sell lemonade and raise fund for us to go to London together and meet Harry Potter cast, Daniel Radcliffe, especially. Now, think back, we were sooo childish. To think that selling lemonade could do the trick. Hilarious. Hahaha. Anyway, years pasts, and I even forgotten about this dream slash mission! My friend reminded me of it. Life happened and I finally got the chance and rezeki to go to United Kingdom. Visiting my sister, of course.

Oh how I love the people there. 

United Kingdom. Wow. I still can't believe that I actually went there last autumn. I'm Malaysian, and it took me 13 hours flight to arrive the Heathrow Airport. I might gotten 7+1 hours age deduct, but, if think about the journey back to Malaysia so it has cancelled out that.

It was so exciting! Especially meeting my baby niece that is not a baby anymore! She's grown beautifully, and so smart and cheeky. Oh such a cute girl she is. And smart. I'm so proud of her, of what she can absorb the thing she learn in the UK for such a short while. She's amazing! I just hope that her amazingness will stay and continue to expand even when she's back here in Malaysia. 

It was the first time I felt other weather than hot Malaysian weather. 

The weather! It was autumn when i got there. Let me be honest, it was very cold even though it's not even winter yet. It was very cold for me la. Its just that I'm not used to it, perhaps. I like it there. It was awesome that we came at the right time, because it only rained for only for a few days when we were there. Athirah really does a good job in her Du'as that she wants hot hot hot sunny sunny day, everyday. So it was hot and sunny most of the days. But still cold though. I really made for warm weather I guess. It's just it's so cold sometimes, I don't even bear to wash my dishes because i don't want to touch the water. Even there's hot water. 

It was definitely a great experience. 

My sister and brother in law study at University of Southampton, UK. So technically I was in Southampton for most of the days. We went out on weekends. I definitely checked on LONDON !! I want to stress on one thing, the people there was super duper nice! Especially the people at pay counters. They're super friendly. I go to a lot of car boot sales, the people there, doesn't mind if you're checking out their items, and ask questions this that, bargain this that and at the end you don't wanna buy it, and they're cool with it. Unlike Malaysian sellers, like to judge and make faces when customers do that. 'Kau dah tgk, aku dah bagi murah semua bagai, pastu tak nak beli. Hamboi' Takpun buat muka tak puas hati macam nak bunuh or even, paksa kau beli jugak. Pffft. This is reality guys! Please seller out there. Tolong jangan desperate sangat please. Kalau tu rezeki kau, ada la. If not, its not yours la. Malaysian people lacks patience. I do too. A lecturer once told me, that its the hot weather that makes us like this. Nahh. I don't think so. It's our choice. Please change the way you live your life and please change the attitude. Kadang2 promoters kedai yang expensive pun macam bajet kau bagus sangat. Kalau kau boleh afford sekali pun barang tu, does not mean you can be a bitch about it and thinks that customer is not worth pleased. 

In general. Let's improve our attitude guys. Attitude over looks. Definitely. x
Saturday, January 16, 2016

5 Things I Find Therapeutic

There's so many therapeutic things that we can do to feel CALM and RELAXED. So these are my 5 things I find therapeutic, for me, at least. HAHA

  1. Driving! I just looove driving! People say, the often you drive, you'll eventually get bored of it? I don't know, I don't, lazy yes, but bored? Maybe not, yet. I find driving alone so therapeutic especially when the skies are blue, with puffy clouds and also when it rain. Just listen to the songs on the radio, and look around the world. Hmmm so calming. This does not apply when I'm tired though. I sleep when I'm tired and lazy. 
  2. Eating good food, good food does not mean food that are expensive, and restaurant made. Good food is the food that I am craving or having the mood to eat. Kedai warung2 tu pun good food if i feel like eating there and bila dapat, and kedai tu bukak, it's like an achievement unlocked. Patutlah gemuk, semangat sungguh bila tang makan.
  3. Minyak Angin Aromatherapy!!! I am sooooooo cerewet when it comes to smells, any strong scent or bold scent I dislike them. Explains why I don't wear perfumes. Don't worry, I still smell good. I can only bear the scent of body mists and deodorant. Thank goodness I don't usually have bad body odours. For minyak cap kapak lovers out there, I'm sorry but I don't like the smell of it. It's more like I couldn't stand the smell. Tak tahan. Too strong. But there's this one minyak angin aromatherapy, i loooove the smell. It's definately good for stress reliever, headache and seumpamanya.   
  4. Shower! I love both hot and cold showers, well depends on the situation, place and my mood for that day. Since Malaysia is a hot weather country, I still love hot showers too. After shower feels are the best! Then I go to sleep. Haha. 
  5. Last but not least, catching up session, hanging out and talk so many things with my family, good friends and of course, the people i love. I'm a talker! Even if I'm sulking away and annoyed and mad and say ' Tanak cakap dah! Nak senyap je' noooope. You'll see me talking a minute later! Hahahahaha. And I laugh a lot too. Only applicable on interesting hardcore funny things though. My rants can be a 2 page long. Lol. 

So, that was my top 5 things I find therapeutic. Some people like to pamper themselves on skin care routine like wearing face masks or whatever. I don't usually wear face masks, because  i don't find it calming or relaxing. Maybe its because i tend to get itchy on my face when wearing face mask in a period of time. Pastu nanti rasa nak cuci je . Membazir. So that is all! Leave a comment below on the thing that you find most therapeutic to do. 

Been having a breakdowns and I'm trying to make it all go away, lots of love. X
Thursday, January 14, 2016

Appreciation Post.

Thank you, my dear great friends that are always there for me, when I'm sad, happy, and when I'm at my lowest, and I'm already very short. Zzz. All of these people that are around me, just do exactly the right thing, when they don't even know if they're doing it right. My lovely support systems that I have is not what I, myself created, but it's what they decided to provide me. Thank you so much, for all the little things that kept me going. Lot's of love, from me. You know who you are.

I'm back, blogging. x

Friday, January 8, 2016


Alhamdulillah, I've been blessed to this day. So many people out there, starts to find and do their resolutions for 2016. And some of them, like me, does not even bother about the resolutions thing anymore since, the last 4 years' resolutions have not even been accomplished yet. HAHA. Same old same old new year issues. So, what I've come up with this year, is that, I am going to be more aware of my own being than menyibuk hal orang lain. Get what I mean? This year, I am going to focus more on myself. For example, my health, my brain, my emotional state, dengan kata yang lain, self-loved la konon. Dear young girls and ladies out there. We need to be confident with ourselves and love every flaws and imperfections we have. Not just that, every single human in this world has flaws and imperfection, that's the beauty of it. This is not just for you guys, but also my own self. I get insecure so bad seeing other girls. But, this year, I am challenging myself to change what I don't like about myself and what I'm insecure about. If you like to see people with good skinny body, try your best to archive that too. Eat healthy, exercise. If you can't do that, all you have to do, is embrace the real you. Every one is beautiful. If you want to wear make up, wear it. If you dislike make ups, don't bash other people that use make ups to feel better about themselves. Same goes to other kind of appearance matter. Stay cool, let's just support our sisters together. 

Just a word from a girl, to another girl. x

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